The day everything changed…

It was 6:30am on a sunny day in June 2012. I was driving down the highway in a panic. I was strategically wearing a jacket to try and cover up the sweat dripping through my shirt. I couldn’t believe what I was about to do. For years, I had done everything in my...

I thought I was going to die…

When I was 15 years old I had massive jaw surgery where they took bone from my hip and added it to my lower jaw, upper jaw, and chin. I have 24 titanium screws in my face holding it all together. I had a genetic disorder where my jaw was growing down instead of out....

I never thought this would happen to me…

I’ve spent most of my life trying to be, look, act, and be perceived as perfect in an effort to prove I’m worthy of love and belonging.  This habit has lead to a great deal of pain and suffering.  The most painful of all has been the toll it has taken on...

Are you addicted to caregiving?

I have had many conversations lately, mainly with women, but also men, that find themselves in a place in their life where they have NO IDEA what they want or how to meet their needs outside of helping another.  They are addicted to caregiving.  It all starts out as...

It’s not what you think…

Have you ever thoughts like… when I’m married I’ll be happy?  Or when I have a thriving business, I’ll be happy?  Or how about when I have kids or have a home, I’ll be happy? Well, I’ve thought all of those things in the past.  If...

I felt ashamed and embarrassed…

I didn’t drive on the highway for almost 2 years…One of the books I’m reading right now is Kyle Cease’s book, I Hope I Screw This Up: How Falling In Love with Your Fears Can Change The World. (Loving it so far!)There is a part of the book where...

Against all odds…

Nine years ago, my husband and I entered a “friendly” corn hole tournament that took place the day before a friend of his was getting married.   There were several teams all made up of my husband’s friends.  Of all the teams there, my husband was the...

How could God do this to me…

I was laying on my bed in my Strawberry Shortcake decorated room sobbing.  “God, why have you done this to me?”  This wasn’t the first time I asked this question.  In fact, I can’t even count the number of times I had asked this question.  My...